How do people get over a breakup? How do they survive? I need to know. I am going mad with pain.
I can't believe that he doesn't want to be with me. That he cannot wait not to be with me. How is that possible? We were lovers, best friends, each other's home. So I felt, and so he said.
I cannot breathe without hurting. I cannot sleep. I am silent. I haven't laughed for real once. I am hiding my pain, distracting myself with other things, friends, new projects, but nothing is working. I know that I am not the first to go through this. I know things will get better. So they say, right? How? When? I can't stand the pain. I can't stand the questions in my head. I can't stand his void.
I hate being a ghost.